ahhh life is good i suppose...just got home from an early morning track practice which was pretty hard today. i dont know why i still write in this. its like talking to myself..kinda? wow times have changed..looking back at old things i would have never written any of that stuff, even my last little thing. but yeah. lifes pretty good, just waiting for something exciting to happen. sophomore years almost done, holy shit high schools flying by, i wonder if ill look back at this when im a senior and be like wow...but this summer will hopefully be just fabulous.  16th birthday--entereing junior year--it just should be good. proms tonight, crazy to think that it is! im going to miss the seniors alot, well some of them. only two more years:) im pretty satisfied though. welll who knows when the next time i writ e in this biatch will be.

peace loooove

 well since no one reads this i think its pretty safe for me to write whats on my mind--

soo i cant let him go..its so frustrating. hes given me every reason in the WORLD to get him out of my mind, yet part of me continues to hang on...he deserves what happened, i kinda think its karma. what goes around comes back around..you know? yess well. all my friends are somewhere tropical while im in east grand rapids...last eyar around this time was completly different ahhh ok. well um im basically talking to myself.

one eye on the clock
and one on the phone
its 5:19 i'm feeling alone
if i could talk to you
i'd want you to know,
i'm holding loose
i aint letting go

  
dont dwell over people from the past. theres a reason why they didnt make it to your future.

mwahhh

YEAAAH XANGA haahah k wtf so xanga has failed as many may know...imm gone for 2312323 months and its all intense now? woah 7th hour for realz haha just found thaatt from spirit week i took abunch of cute pics from lastnight but i havent put them on my camera yet...PEOPLE NEEDD TO STOPPP GETTING MIPPPEDDD its rediculous bye